christmas.

Christmas is here. i love the holiday season. i dig all the music, lights and spending time with my fam. it's my favorite time of the year. however, this Christmas seems a little different. it's not the same, of course, because i can't spend it with the one i love. it kills me the most because i know he is in a different country, and can not only not spend the holidays with me, but he can't see his family or friends either. the ones that he loves most in the world. that tears me apart. i think about it everyday. my heart hurts for him knowing how alone he is; how heartbroken he is knowing he can't be with the one's he cares about on the most special holiday of the year. my heart hurts for those of you who miss robbie as much as i do, and i want you to know i pray for you every day.

him and i always say that our christmas will be in February when he comes home. that's when we're going to celebrate- with each other, and with our families and our friends. however for some reason that doesn't take away from the fact that the "real thing" is in 2 days and he's not here. i didn't think this was going to be as difficult as it is.

i ask all of you to keep robbie in your thoughts and prayers. he really needs that this time of year.

with love,
krista.